So already, sometimes we know what we know and have always known. Sometimes, we suddenly know again what we once knew. And sometimes, we know what we didn't know in the past and still may not know. Our recollected experiences of knowing, not knowing, and yearning to know may compel us return to the places, moments, and people we associate with those experiences.
In her collection of poems To the Springhouse, Joyce Wilson returns to Chadds Ford, Pennsylvania, where she grew up, and encounters again the landmarks, events, and phenomena that both held fast and set free her younger self, significantly shaping her adult self.
The poems are not arranged chronologically, although clusters of them are. As readers, we encounter a two-part array in which renderings of the poet's/speaker's experiences as a daughter and sister growing from childhood to young womanhood intertwine with her observant, imaginative immersion in the abundant natural world that surrounds her. Repeatedly, nature and language work together to illuminate.
Three poems, including the collection's final one, recount visits to a springhouse close to the speaker's childhood home. Clearly, springhouses, built above springs to protect them from plants, animals, and other potential contaminants, matter. But why and how? I wondered this as I set off with the poet on her pilgrimage, sometimes guided by her, sometimes left to wander on my own, and often provided with the glimpses of the developing sensibilities of the future poet and current editor of the online literary magazine Poetry Porch.
I knew I wanted to make the journey as soon as I read the collection's first poem. In "Field Trip," the speaker--from now on, I will refer to the "I" in most of these poems as the speaker, though it may well always be Wilson--returns to a remembered farm and creek, the waters of which are "like the rivers in my dreams." Clearly, she has been returning to this place long before her actual return visit to it (11), for reasons not yet disclosed or even suggested.
Once actually there, she carries with her the guidebook her parents used to nurture her budding naturalist self. In truth, she's been so well guided by it and them that she doesn't need the book to identify the Bluecurls** she comes upon.
But there's more going on here than just classification of the natural world, as rich as it is: a humble pilgrim "bending close" to examine the flower she's plucked, the speaker becomes swept up in "Imagined waves" (11). Of water? of emotion? And has she surrendered to the power of the waves with resignation? relief? joy?
She expresses gratitude to her parents in the next-to-last stanza: ". . . through them I had learned/ To see and sound, identify and name,/ Forgotten till today when I returned"--and in part because of their naturalist legacy, Wilson regularly and imaginatively explores the names of natural things in her poems*** (12).
But her thankfulness is tempered in the final stanza. The lines "The lessons that they fostered festered in/My memory," both delight and trouble us: at the same moment that we relish the playful juxtaposition of the similarly sounding "fostered" and "festered," we confront the negative connotation of "festered." There's something toxic in at least some of what the speaker has learned from her parents (12). Her own home hasn't been fully effective as a springhouse: it hasn't completely protected the clear, pure waters of her early life from everything that might fester in them. But probably no childhood home ever does.
Whatever the balance of time and toxicity that renders her parents' lessons "as good as dispossessed," I as her reader am now forewarned: during her Chadds Ford visit, she may well come upon other phenomena that resurrect what has been "Forgotten till today." Thanks to the poem's terse suggestiveness, I am prepared for what the speaker and I might encounter.
This is the moment that I make full disclosure: as a longtime high school English teacher, I taught The Odyssey dozens of times and often perceive its themes and motifs in other literature. So the minute "Field Trip" forewarned, submerged its protagonist in "Imagined waves," and offered guides and protectors who couldn't be completely trusted, I felt that I was on an epic journey as well as a pilgrimage. Immediately, I surmised--and hoped--that by the end of the book, reconciliation, wisdom, and metaphorical homecoming would all be achieved. But I also anticipated trouble along the way, and perhaps even an enlightening visit to the realms of the dead--and wasn't surprised that the next three poems developed some of these motifs while suggesting the speaker's challenges and providing some lessons for successfully navigating them:
• In "Egret," a seemingly displaced yet regal waterbird--a suitable symbol for the speaker, though she casts herself as the observer in this poem--"Found its catch while no one looked/ Beneath the surface of the brook (13)." The lesson: careful looking is a prerequisite for seeing, seeking, and finding, and the answers may be under water.
• In "To the Springhouse," an authoritative museum guide wrongfully explains to the speaker's adult self that the primary function of springhouses is and always has been to refrigerate the items stored in them. The speaker dismisses his pronounced knowledge:
But what did he know? Such a pragmatic mindMight never pause to comprehend the sourceOf mystery, where springs will come and go. (14)
The heroes of epic poems learn the hard way, and perhaps pilgrims do too as they walk the path to enlightenment and transformation. The road may be even more fraught for female heroes and pilgrims, whose learning may be discouraged, especially if it refuses to bow to male authority. "The Mushroom Barn" blends scenes of home with encounters with nature in the context of rumor and legend. As such, it presents a dilemma for smart girls like the speaker and her sister: though they "feared what we did not know, " they dared not act to remedy the situation because of the story they'd heard about "the local girl/ who walked through fields at night, . . . ,/ . . . because she had learned too much" (21).
Interestingly, right after "The Mushroom Barn," we accompany the speaker to the realm of the dead. In "Our Father's Death," as its title suggests, she recollects the death of her father, the knowledge of which "came abstractly/ like a concept without color or odor" (22). In "Aftermath," the following poem, she laments that "Only our father would have known"--her father who is "now so thoroughly gone"--how to respond to her mother's angry, unanticipated questions about a favorite play (23). Like the archetypal epic hero, the speaker is now thoroughly and sadly on her own.
its knowledge of the world;it raised the image of my facebut never said a word. (35)
Thank you for sharing this! The poems sounded so thoughtful and had so many layers even from just the small samples in your blog. Each layer just pulled me in a little more until I felt as though I would totally submerge if I read the whole poem. It would be a pleasant submersion, I think.
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